facebook algorithm
It was the guy I broke up
with in high school
after dating for one week
that was most aggressive
in the 67 comment thread
on Facebook,
never making
a coherent argument,
just slinging insults
and insinuating he held
a secret knowledge,
truth he alone could see,
anyone who questioned him
butt-hurt, snowflakes,
our hearts halved by grief,
19 children in their classroom
making music cut down by a boy
with venom in his veins,
years of bullying, a stutter,
his wrath turned 18,
armed with a weapon
so powerful there
was nothing left
for parents to hold.
Guns don’t shoot guns
fucking libtards,
fucking morons.
The night I dumped him
he’d shotgunned
a rack of cheap beer,
burst into tears,
yelled at invisible objects
farting like a dog.
Alone in the woods,
empty cans at my feet
Gotta go, I said, Gotta go,
his rage barreling ‘round
eyes swollen, nose dripping,
knuckles bloodied on a tree.
For the next week
he parked in my driveway,
head resting on the dash.
Come back, he begged
stuffing notes under wiper blades
in the parking lot at school.
I’m sorry it didn’t work out,
I said, car door swinging shut,
It’s not going to work out.
But the sweet love notes?
he said, head cocked,
reaching for my cheek.
Oh, the flash of fury
when I drove away.
He hates you,
I heard the next day,
he fucking hates you,
the hell you do, anyway?
Can’t wait to read
what the libtard left
blames this one on,
he responds to a woman
grieving senseless violence,
implying policy could stop.
Oh, right, he lol’s,
wild fucking guess:
toxic masculinity.